Lilith

The stars are shining.

Tonight, I will sleep outside.

It will be my way to celebrate the sun

And the moon.

Last week I heard the connection

Really, I began yoga ages ago and never heard this...

Ha-tha

Sun moon

she said the neutral pole between these two is the starry sky.

Heart couldn’t help but be moved to Hathor, too.

The time line is becoming sensed

Internally

Some connections are felt from this point in time.

Yesterday

I met a teenage copperhead on the road

So bright and fresh.

Lachesis

Has given me the taste for the snake bite

So I don’t have to go right in there anymore to feel my boundaries.

having its poison in my blood now

Homeopathically

It works

To feel the poison run through me

Before I am in danger,

I recognize the vibration.

Today I spoke with my favorite astrologer about Lilith 

My chart blows her away 

with such awe

That it is infectious,

I really begin to love this strange one, too.

Lilith in her three stellar forms

is actively blessing and in conjunction within my planetary blueprint.

As she is in you, no doubt.

I love the Goddess.

Her myriad faces and expressions has made me know myself to be real, alive

And in her service, so she can be known through me.

We talked today about Lilith in her forms, in her formlessness

As the primal center of creation

Impersonal.

Not like Durga, who I call on for protection

Blazing in on her tiger,

The beast between her legs

The one she rides on

And that heart of hers, 

blasting untruth to smithereens ………..

But Lilith…….. 

She’s not one you call on,

But one you make room for.

Giving her space tonight

feeling beyond a face

Beyond a form.

She is as new to me as I am to myself.

I am her handmaiden.

I know this deep in my belly.

I remember her snakes in Greece

As my son napped on the bed beside me.

I don’t know the history, and I love that you do and share it here.

My home, born in the stars, is beyond the edge of the known universe

I come from far away.

The stranger

I am surrounded by home, 

the edges blur in this familiar kiss.

To distill this story into a pure gift is fun.

Ah, there is the german thing again.

Are there no Germans here ? !

Ich vermisse dich, wo bist du denn?

a Gift in english is the present, given in love, to show my love for or appreciation of you.

das Gift auf deutsch……….is poison.

Back to the copperhead,

On my return, I kept my eyes open,

having seen that truck go by,

I knew what I would most likely see. 

If snake lies in the road

They will go after her.

And there she was,

Hated,

Curled in a bow, 

Soft pink spilling onto the road

Her bright pattern still shining

And penetrating vibrantly to infinity.