Reflections, How I Shine

I have a way of meeting the other in cyberspace

That can make you more real to me than myself.

You become so attractive 

I shine you way up.

You are awesome,

inspiring,

good.

In a blink of the eye this admiration can become comparison

and I am lost.

This mind can be compulsive about knowing itself

This mind leaves her own heart at the drop of a hat,

This heart wants deep practice.

This mind moves like light speed

Away from center

Again and again.

I praise you, I adore you, I admire you, I support you.

And this small voice inside me

Still calls for me to stay

Just a bit longer 

To finally be known as the one and only,

source of light.

I still look for god and goddess in the air

Through cyber space there are innumerable paths to take,

As if all that my mind confirms is real, 

is real.

Our physical meetings are quieter, less dramatic

There is less chance to leave myself.

I can see our similarities, 

I can feel your concerns and strengths, 

I can feel myself.

This is the gift of the body,

to invite embodiment.

I wake this morning

To discover once again,

how to play, 

how to create 

how to remain in touch.

Beseeching the Divine to come closer

I want to feel our connection

In every cell.

Maybe that is what I have been doing all along,

Perhaps there is nothing to change.

Perhaps I am created just this way,

To be just this way.

I am seeing myself more and more and more 

Like the Moon.

Reflecting your Sun

Is how I shine.