always already...

it always already is what it is
we are just catching up.

"always already" were master da free john's favorite descriptive adjectives
for this 
.......

he touched me out of the blue 
and lead my heart on this crazy wisdom path
without ever meeting
face to face.

To give everything would have been premature......
I had to create what I needed before I could lose it
and then receive it anew....

ah........
now
is
the
time
to celebrate the loss
of everything that was only a thought.

only what is real remains.

I love to make dinner for my sons.