Wednesday, January 29, 2014
watch out world
one more heart
knows how to love
her spirit lives
in the innocence
of the heart
and in the certainty
that knows how to protect it.
this is the nature of the mature feminine.
gratitude to Awakening Women Institute for the mirror.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Thursday, January 2, 2014
womb feels drenched
filling with blood
(and I am way beyond my bleeding years.....)
is to bring attention to the inside
as the breath.
may I be one with the breath
may I feel what is there
where breath touches.
I feel ready
to find my way
I follow the sound of hreem
through the dark
seeing women's faces
saturated in a hunger that has turned to ugliness
feeling ages of wombs
being used from the outside.
Breath touches the womb
of a 6 year old,
of a mother of three
of a sensual woman.
Longing for more of Her Touch.
Patient Peony Practice.....
patiently practicing being peony
all the kitchen drawers and cabinet doors are hanging open,
a sure sign I am softening
keeping constant order seems not to matter any longer.
Peony Practice is a practice re-created and shared by Chameli Ardagh, www.awakeningwomen.com
oh, She was playing with me big time.
practically, really practically
and as always
with an eye for Beauty and Wonder.
She moved me through the house.
cleaning and making space.
I take a dahlia off the altar
strewing its petals on the porch
and I see,
beneath all those multitude of petals,
petals that held the petals
it is like a whole other flower
once the petals
of course I am moved to share this picture with you
and since I dropped my camera, the focus no longer works
and since I bought a new one, maybe too fast without getting a feel for it in my hands,
I am avoiding learning to use it.
and it slips in my hands,
my fingers push buttons that I don't even know what they mean,
and I am still in my pajamas
and and and
it seems to me that she is saying
it is time to learn this new camera.
The Beauty and Order of the Inside has been revealed through the heart of the Dahlia.
I will follow her lead
I want to go to bliss
and she wants to take me,